end of school.

end of school. it finally came. I didn't want it. but everyone else did.

the last day was kinda boring and ruined by the retarded admin staff. taking down the gladwrap my friend had set in the morning, ruining the suika wari, and just ruining the already depressing last day of school for us (maybe it was only me...). altho the staff were epic and did the 2pm show thing for us, the general tone of the day for me was of sadness.

perhaps i should be happy,
being released from the chains of the IB diploma, right??
i should be having fun now, just like all the half-wits getting themselves pissed at the Gold Coast as i write this stupid post.

instead, life feels so fucking empty at the moment. completing the course has been my main objective for the past three years at QASMT...

now without QA or the IB, life seems so meaningless...
i know there is more to life than the stupid diploma course, but i just cant help it you know? its like i have reached this small platform up in the sky, and someone's taken the ladder from under my feet. no way to go except down.

and i miss people. some people more than others.

well, the point was: i miss you... ):

and i have to go get my laptop from the over-sized leprechaun in the IT room (friggin' burnt motherboard) since my little brother's laptop's keyboard is so small and japanese, im getting pissed off.